Pretty and smart, and it's still not enough. LIFE WITH NARCISSISTS AND FAKE FRIENDS.
Apparently I'm just like everyone else. Tried my hardest but that wasn't enough. Never is coming from me. I'm not perfect nor will I ever be but I tried so hard to be what you needed and wanted and thought I was doing good but I never did any good. Seems that i was just one big problem :(
do you know the worst bit? even my best isn't good enough because everyone just replaces me in the end..
The only thing I look forward to is going back to bed at night. I don't have anything to look forward to. I have no purpose. I can't find happiness. People may think I'm happy, that I'm fine, but I'm not, I'm just good at pretending.
I used to care so much. I used to fight for this. I tried my hardest to hold on and keep you but you didn't want this as much as I did. I didn't lose you. Let's be honest, you lost me.
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